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here are some poems, short stories, ect. that i've writen. if they suck, blame boredom!!!
Fell
the music plays softly
a slow, dark melody of tears
it envelopes everyting there
this gathering is a result of years
the petals drop slowly from the flowers
see, they weep just as well
the people who never cared now do
when they heard the news their hearts feel
Forget
I run the cool blade across my skin
and i'm making u hurt again
i hope u realize what u've done
in making this feel like so much fun
i feel more freedom than i ever knew
i was searching for freedom because of u
your words, they stab me
your actions, they grab me
they kill my soul slowly until i'm gone
then i must become me again, and not your pawn
i'm killing you and releasing myself
putting your expectations back on the shelf
i walk away and forget about u
u stay and stare at the blood i drew
Perfect
thoughts linger of the hate i hold
i cry, denying what i've sold
a life, mine, i had potential
but escaping this, it was essencial
i've done all of this to get away
to save my problems for another day
i'm not happy, dont they realize?
i'm slipping back to whom they idealize
to the perfect self i left behind years ago
i swore i'de never go back to this low
but here again r the cuts in my leg
to quit is something i must beg
i think, i havent eaten in days
i swore i'de never go back to these ways
Realization
too much hurt, too many tears
to make this fade over years
i remember times when things were bleak
and i was still young and weak
i would cry when u yelled
and my hate for u i held
until now when i realize this
u and all your frightening fists
u're not real to me anymore
and all your doing r ancient lore
You
u push me up against the wall
grasp my throat so i dont fall
here u pull back your fist
and all my faults u now list
i roll my eyes, unaffected
i clench my fists, feel neglected
i kno, i shouldnt give u additude
how do u expect me to change my mood?
u say that if i dont change "that face"
u'll put me in a better place
i dont really care cause my hate for u runs so deep
i dare u, put me in an eternal sleep
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